Okay, Okay, I am really upset about this, and I feel like getting this off my chest as writing about my feelings help (the fact I'm positing it on a Pokemon Board is another issue)...
Once upon a time, when Habunake was a young 8th grader, I met a girl about my age at my Youth Group (I went to talk to people, I really didn't care about the church aspect....). I was kind of a loner, the "gay" kid without any friends really, sure I got laughs, but I really felt lonely. This girl, I'll call her Harley for kicks (I'm sure I've mentioned her real name before. Plus, you can see Harley fits her personality....).
At first, she laughed at me, but not mean. Like friendly, and she listenened to me talk about my feelings (Which I do alot). We were best friends and talked all the time at church, and occasionally at school (I didn't see her much their though....). She even let me on her Field Day Team.
Over the summer, I saw at church one day, and she waved at me. And said she was my friend. It was the happiest moment ever. When High School began, we were in the same first period and sat next to each other, making me happy as she said we were friends. Then, it happened. She did a complete 360 on me and was talking about me behind my back, and soon to me, telling me I was a loser, and a motherf*cker (that really hurt me, I get my feelins hurt when someone says damn to me). I was in shock, and did things I regret (such as actually wanting to be her, going as far as to calling her sister "sis", and waving at her boyfriend. I had lost it, and I upset her so much I was suspended and she never talked to me again.
Two years later, and I see her everyday at the pool, with her boyfriend, and I feel like breaking into tears. I trusted her, and she let me down, so now I can never trust anybody the same again. It's really bothering me, I got over it, but now it's starting to keep me up at night, giving me nightmares, and making me jealous of her.
So, their. That's the whole story. I feel better talking about it though. And now that I look back, this would make a cool movie.
Once upon a time, when Habunake was a young 8th grader, I met a girl about my age at my Youth Group (I went to talk to people, I really didn't care about the church aspect....). I was kind of a loner, the "gay" kid without any friends really, sure I got laughs, but I really felt lonely. This girl, I'll call her Harley for kicks (I'm sure I've mentioned her real name before. Plus, you can see Harley fits her personality....).
At first, she laughed at me, but not mean. Like friendly, and she listenened to me talk about my feelings (Which I do alot). We were best friends and talked all the time at church, and occasionally at school (I didn't see her much their though....). She even let me on her Field Day Team.
Over the summer, I saw at church one day, and she waved at me. And said she was my friend. It was the happiest moment ever. When High School began, we were in the same first period and sat next to each other, making me happy as she said we were friends. Then, it happened. She did a complete 360 on me and was talking about me behind my back, and soon to me, telling me I was a loser, and a motherf*cker (that really hurt me, I get my feelins hurt when someone says damn to me). I was in shock, and did things I regret (such as actually wanting to be her, going as far as to calling her sister "sis", and waving at her boyfriend. I had lost it, and I upset her so much I was suspended and she never talked to me again.
Two years later, and I see her everyday at the pool, with her boyfriend, and I feel like breaking into tears. I trusted her, and she let me down, so now I can never trust anybody the same again. It's really bothering me, I got over it, but now it's starting to keep me up at night, giving me nightmares, and making me jealous of her.
So, their. That's the whole story. I feel better talking about it though. And now that I look back, this would make a cool movie.
