Anyways, here I am at a university in Tennessee with my boyfriend. I'm not quite SURE what I'll major in. I wanted to major in Computer Science to become a programmer, but the CS professors here seem to sneer at programming and prefer to teach/think of software in terms of pure theoretical mathematics. The thing is, I suck at math. I'm good with code, because for some reason I can easily grasp computer commands and concepts like a fish to water. But when it comes to the more mathematical aspects of thinking, I'm bad. Not impossibly bad, more like "C+ student if he really tries" bad. Still, I don't know if I want to major in an area where math is played up as such a vital component.
Aside from computer science, I'm also taking Japanese and loving it. I'm very good at it, but whenever the teacher calls on me I freeze up. It's kind of funny. I'm also having a surprisingly good time in chemical botany.
Finally, I'm in Basic College Algebra. Which is sort of the training wheels I need to understand the basic math courses here. I tried to take calculus on my first day and was totally blown away. Even the biggest idiots in the class knew more than I did.
It was really shocking to see how awful my high school and community college was. I was an above average student, but not spectacular. Generally a "B" kind of guy (except for math which was my achillees heel). The thing is, the required courses at my high school and community college were just awful, apparently. I wasn't required to take chemistry, physics, a foreign language, or anything above pre-Algebra at both my CC and my highschool. Apparently, everyone everywhere else took these things in highschool here. So even though I've got a three year associates degree, most of the time I feel like an old idiot around these tiny little teenagers who took hoardes of AP classes in highschool.
I'm just nervous about not knowing what to do. I come from a ridiculously poor family - I get made fun of for being "trailer trash" around here. My family isn't stupid or lower class. In fact, they were quite wealthy before I was born - but a series of problems (alcoholism and embezzlement) drained my grandparent's small fortune over the last 20 years. So I certainly FEEL middle-class, but I don't really have much in the way of money. I'm paying for this exhorbant tuition with nearly 100K in loans. It's crazy.
I just don't know what I'm capable of or what I would really enjoy doing in a practical sense. But I don't want to waste too much time and money trying to find out.
Anyone else have any advice from past experiences at a university? Anyone going to one right now? Anyone going to one in Tenessee? Share, peoples.
Aside from computer science, I'm also taking Japanese and loving it. I'm very good at it, but whenever the teacher calls on me I freeze up. It's kind of funny. I'm also having a surprisingly good time in chemical botany.
Finally, I'm in Basic College Algebra. Which is sort of the training wheels I need to understand the basic math courses here. I tried to take calculus on my first day and was totally blown away. Even the biggest idiots in the class knew more than I did.
It was really shocking to see how awful my high school and community college was. I was an above average student, but not spectacular. Generally a "B" kind of guy (except for math which was my achillees heel). The thing is, the required courses at my high school and community college were just awful, apparently. I wasn't required to take chemistry, physics, a foreign language, or anything above pre-Algebra at both my CC and my highschool. Apparently, everyone everywhere else took these things in highschool here. So even though I've got a three year associates degree, most of the time I feel like an old idiot around these tiny little teenagers who took hoardes of AP classes in highschool.
I'm just nervous about not knowing what to do. I come from a ridiculously poor family - I get made fun of for being "trailer trash" around here. My family isn't stupid or lower class. In fact, they were quite wealthy before I was born - but a series of problems (alcoholism and embezzlement) drained my grandparent's small fortune over the last 20 years. So I certainly FEEL middle-class, but I don't really have much in the way of money. I'm paying for this exhorbant tuition with nearly 100K in loans. It's crazy.
I just don't know what I'm capable of or what I would really enjoy doing in a practical sense. But I don't want to waste too much time and money trying to find out.
Anyone else have any advice from past experiences at a university? Anyone going to one right now? Anyone going to one in Tenessee? Share, peoples.