Welcome to the Ghost ship!

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Hello!

This is my blog, where I'll share things about my life. I'll mostly talk about my fandoms and interests, since no one wants to hear about them in discussions. I know that something related to N would have been more fitting, but I also go by SabineWren165 on other sites.​

 

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I'm so excited about the new Descendants film! Other than Luis Madrigal, I wonder what other VKs that we'll see?

 

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I have quite a few things to yap about today. First of all, I've been getting into Your Turn to Die, and I just found out that the creator's older sister drew art for Descendants. I'm so happy! That's too of my hyper fixations merged into one!

Speaking of that, Dove Cameron and Alan Walker should collab soon! Since he's already collabed with a few Descendants actors, like Sofia Carson and Kylie Cantrall.

 

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I've been thinking of ideas for a visual novel, and I thought of a Descendants parody that I could put in there.

Also, speaking of Descendants, I just found out that there was a subreddit for Descendants. I'm so happy! Finally I have somewhere to talk about Descendants with people who know a lot about it! <3

 

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I'm going to vent. Nothing is going right in my life right now.

Spoiler: Vent

It hurts just to live every day. I just want to lock myself in my room and use the computer all day, but my parents don't let me go on the internet at all besides for when the teachers says that I can, recess, lunch and one hour after I finish my homework. They're doing it because they talked to one of my teachers, and they told them about my grades. Multiple of my teachers had already been on my case about me using the computer during class for quite a while. But taking away my computer isn't going to help. I also hate how I'm the only one that's not allowed to use the computer but other kids can go on the computer all they want. I don't care if they're doing it for my own good or because they love me. If you love something, set it free.

However, I want to get good grades and succeed. I've always dreamed of going to college and becoming a marine biologist. But, I just really hate the feeling of trying hard. It really hurts. My mental health issues have mostly made it impossible to pay attention. Right now, I have a a C- in Chemistry, a B- in Academic Skills, an F in Algebra II, a D in PE (though PE is pass or fail), a C- in Drawing I, a C+ in AP European History, and a C- in World Literature. I already have to go to summer school because I got an incomplete in Algebra II last semester and I got a D in World Lit (basically English) last semester. I don't want to go to summer school because my mother has planned a vacation to Japan. Though, I have to admit, summer school sounds nothing as bad as what I'm going through now.

I just don't know what to do anymore, what I should do in the future. I have hope that things will eventually change for the better, but it doesn't seem like it. I just wish that it was like in the past where I could put in as little effort as I wanted and spend all of my time watching YouTube videos, and still get good grades. When all of my classes were super easy.